What to write here?
I'M DEMANDING??i dont know..

btw.. I was very sad n frustrated ':(' why? because i tot of celebrating Kyo's bday by giving him a surpise... but guess its all useles... *cries alone* who cares... no one does...

i'll just share my happiness today..
:::: I passed physics n chems
:::: Yue called me this morning!! *just to apologize actually*
:::: I manage to influence my frens as usual bout jrock! waha!
:::: Yue called again in the afternoon~~  ^__^
:::: Received the cds from Mai (Diru n Gackt). Kinda stucks somewhere..but yet.. i'm still grateful ive got it.
:::: Roscoe finally come to the house again!! *miss him badly*
:::: Eating the Seven Eleven's Slurrpe (ive made my sis-in-law jumped by popping out the frozen slurrpe all of the sudden)
:::: I got Merit for the National Chemistry Quiz!! I can't believe it.. Xyra got it too and our marks r same~~ Too bad Chi din get it..(her marks is lower >_<)

Well............. I'm so lonely tonite.... Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~

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:shock: hows dat result huh? owhhh...stomach-ache now~~ ><

Gawd....  *waiting for dat guy to online* >_< where is he?!! *want to make a phone call to him but cancel it* >_<

Oh,well~~anyway...this week is the last week for ma SPM trial but for Ayumi.. im online now~ not only for him but oso for ma dear twin who asked me to find any good Komyo Sanzo's pic~~ (i kno dats ma fav. sanzo~)

*got her maths' book in front of her* >< ouch...
have...to....get....high...marks....for...maths....papers...!!!!!!!
grrrr...... i cant wait!!!! *calls ayumi* >< anyway... im trying to make a new story entitled "Illegal Love" I hope i could finish it for real~~ here's a poem bit from da story (i wrote it today in biology's paper exam time)

ILLEGAL LOVE

In times when you need love
I am here to give it all to you
You looked at me & smile bitterly at me
Bitter it looks but sweet it feels

Everytime I breathe,I breathe for you
You hold my hands & make it warm
I wonder if I could ever feel like this
If I had given my love to somebody else

'I FOR YOU',that's our unyielding promise
You tell me that you are mine forever
I smile because I know I am yours
Together - we belong to each other

No matter what happen around us,
Even if storm come & sets us apart
We will always be connected in our hearts
Even if our love is the... ILLEGAL LOVE

today is the my skool's Family Day. it was held in the Tanjung Aru beach. (near my house n near my school as well<-- its all in the same area tho..) i hav to attend it as i got my job as the photographer. i should be paid for this... =.= but alas,im having fun with my frens as well in the same time. oho! i keep making one of my fren annoy by calling myself as 'onime-no-kyo'(from the manga n anime of Samurai Deeper Kyo). She oso keep saying "anta wa onna dayo ne~~" n i'll reply,"demo..kokoro wa otoko dayo~!!". ahahha!!
oh,gawd... im all tanned today as well. *look at the mirror* OHMIGOD! my face is sooo red like the crab! ahah..jk! but the truth is..it is red.=.=

Today...is also one of the day that i wont forget..why? coz today..me,chi,hana n yaone wen to the beach's park n play see-saw n swings~~ weeeeehhh.... its fun eventho we mite look like stoopid children then. i dont relly care wat ppl think wen they saw us tho..besides.. theres just some ppl around us dat time^____________________ _________^

another 'event' in my life history today will be...Oh! We got another sister. Youngest sister this time in my gang. ehhe... she's the one who is annoyed by me~~ahahah! WELL... i guess dats all for now.. *bites her bro* I WANT TO WATCH THAT NHK CHANNEL ON THE TV!!!! argh... jrock band: SOPHIA is on the tv!!!!

*PRETENDER*
 
I know I'm a pretender,
That I don't want people to to know how I feel.
And I know I'm an actor,
Who always act differently from my own real 
character.
I just want to be a friend,
And never a fiend.
But why is this happening...that..
I have to be a pretender and an actor;
Is this how our friendship is built?
Alas,we're the same..
 You're a pretender and an actor too...

Made by Akki

wat to say?? nothing... f**ked... i just had my whole blog dat ive wrote just now deleted easily. shit!

anyways.. i'm relly damned mad at the emoticons.. it's making my blog disappear just like dat!!!!! *kills it* :twisted:

oh,well...wat to say here... i'm just here to 'report' about myself.. and er.. wasting time! this morning i wake up feeling the aching at my waist's bone. it's so damn hurting me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!! this pain had been haunting me for weeks already!! and my mum din even helping me-even to bring me to the doc. -.- shoot.. at least,im still alive now.
talking bout being alive.. I WONDER WHERE THE HELL IS KYO NOW.. i hope he's still alive~
TOMORROW..... it's monday..time to go to skool again.. and tomoro gonna be a different  day of the year.. *scratches head* my skool is goin to hav some visitors from a skool from johore. honestly, this such of event nvr happened since i ever enter Stella Maris. forget bout dat anyway..
Akademi Fantasia is finally over~~ fuuh.. but i'm still got my fever tho.. but not for Akademi Fantasia.. but for J-rock..again.. -.- *hav to low the volume of the pc* why is he still here??!!<-- refering to the so-called person called "Otosan". -.-
arhhhhh....why life got to be so complicated???!! *fall*

.... *listening to Dir en Grey's latest singles* Wat a nice song... (ppl wud probably thinks im nut if they ever listenin to this songs!!) ahaha.. im goin now~~~ dats all for now!

p.s: wonders wat chi's thinking wen she read my blog y/day.. boring huh? next time do comment lah,pal!! :P

Whoaaaaaaaa........!!!!!!!!:evil: once again,ive failed in the hill test... argh!! dammit~~ but then...wat can i say... im still young tho!!rite rite??ahah.. think postive.. <--- kaoru's advise..

*look at her blog* ive made a stoopid mistake by removing kao's avatar~~~ shoot!!

wats happening today in skool? nth special...but i still wan to tell tho.. who cares?ahah!

well,in bio class today... i feel totally like an outsider in my own group.. yeah,rite.. poor me..bleh! i tried to ignore even wen i feel sad seeing those girls talking to each other like im not there..*i wont tell who they r tho* but then...maybe God's fair..yeah,..God is VERY fair. i talked to one of them on how i relly feel (wen in bio class) n she just listen..then,i just pretend like there's nothing happen to me.. n well, things just went well. aight... i should jus forgot bout dat things tho..

oya..after skool today.. ive talked to shiau jie.. we promised each other dat we'll keep in touch with each other even after SPM (the last exam for high skool!!).dats so nice of her tho..even tho we're not SOO close. *let out her good friends' list* aight..*adding shiau jie as her good fren* oh..! i should add feona as well..!! eventho we're not soo close but yet.. seems like we din hav chemistry together. **i even once sed dat i dont like her but just for fun coz we're so damn bored wasting time bfore goin to the tutor's house*

*listening to Yubiwa by Yamapee* Today in chems' tuition,i got Ivy n wats the name of the other girl ahh..? i fogot..nvm dat.. wat i do to them (i do to feona as well) is dat i asked them to guess hyde's age. n most of them tot he's 17!!! wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~ ~~ahah!!!how nice of them. me n Ivy even "fool" around with the word we learn in chemistry. it's 'acacia'.should be pronounce as 'akasia' but i pronounce it exactly following the letters..ahah..sounds weird. one more thing dat happened in chems' tuition is dat... schi n feona keep calling me 'kodeina'. its one of the painkiller. me called as painkiller?!! i rather be 'PINK KILLER' like dir en grey's song then..(coz i dont relly like pink!).wahahah!! i then called chi as the hormone coz her name is "Selvi"."Sel" in malay means the 'cell'..n hormone is like..got connection with cell..ahah!! n feona is being put in the physco's medition part instead! ahah... we did relly wen nuts today n even laughed til my tears did relly come out.(thank god ppl dont think we're crazy just now)

i dont know wat else to write bout...i was hoping kyo to online tonite..n i tot things will go right with him... i guess..he din get my msg.,.. huh... life... i wonder how's roy doing with my hp dat i lend him~~ *thinks* i actually feel sorry for having him to send my hp to the hp's shop n let him pay for it... >< goin now... feeling sleepy oredi... i relly hope dat chi can go to the chems' tuition class tomoro.. n God!!! please let Adam to win the Academy Fantasia!!! :wink:

:shock: I'm back after sometimes shuttin my 'mouth' from 'talkin' in this blog~~ im not dead yet tho.. thk God. Well,I got driving test today... i failed for the hill test one..but i did good for the road ones.thank God.ahaha!! now..i only hav to worry bout the hill n parking n 3 corner's tests.fuuuhhh  :) oh,well..its so hot here..i just got back from skool coz i went to meet with my buddies there after coming back from the test.n its so damn hot here!!!!!!!!

wosh me luck for my TEST next week.n dat include maths,driving n anything dat will test me~~~ahahah!!!

P.S: I miss a lot of my frens (Jos,Jeni,Jason,Kana,Bytt a...and more~~~~)

P.P.S: I'm doing some 'eye-service' today in the driving centre coz i saw the 2 hadsome n cute guys most of the day today~~ahahha!!