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~~~****NEW YEAR WISHES****~~~
12.31.03 (6:13 am)   [edit]
Here's my New Year wishes~~

1. Success in exams
2. Do better in Chemistry,Physics and any subjects!
3. Friendship with my best friends last longer.
4. The Skool Fun Fair is the best fun fair ever.
5. Always in touch with Kyo and the others
6. More loving days with Tochi and Kaochan~~!!
7. Have my own room(how I hate sharing room with my sister!)
8. Keep my hair longer until it is as long as Kaoru's hair!
9. Can go to Japan and Australia after school's done this year.
10. Have my own lap top,walkman,another cool discman.
11. More J-rock to me!!
12. Passed in every tests and exams.
13. PASS IN SPM!!!!!!!
14. MEET NIIKURA KAORU AND NIIMURA TOORU(KYO)!!!
15. Enough for now... ^^
 
How I hate blocked nose becoz of flu!!!
12.30.03 (6:37 am)   [edit]
I hate flu!!!:evil:
And I hate it when my nose is blocked~
I think I got this "disease" where I would most probably fall sick when skool goin to re-open.Every year it happens. =.= How annoying!

My..my...time had just slipped away~~just like that...
*listening to Kimi Ni Fureru Dake De from Rurouni Kenshin*
Tomorrow will be the last day of this year~~ Wow~
I'm going to make my new year wish(es) tomorrow for sure!And enjoy the celebration with my family members here and not forgotten with Tenshi and the others wherever they may are~ XD Kao onichan prmised me we will celebrate the New Year together!!!!Yeahhh~~~!!!

 
Haa..haaa....HAACHOOO!~!!!!!!!!
12.29.03 (6:20 am)   [edit]

Damn~~~ I got my flu today~~
I hate flu!!!!!!!!

And I got another bad news!!!!
My good friend in skool,Izza is goin to move back to Selangor! How I'm gonna miss her!!! :cry:

Here's something bout my cousin,Clara.She got 6As and 1B in her PMR exam(Wahahha!! I got 7As and 1B!!).As i promised her,I had to bring her out to the mall and treat her some..some Japanese food,I suppose?Heheheh~~
Guess I have to asked for some pocket money from my dad!

Arhhhh....I still want Izza to stay in Sabah!~!!!!!!I need a very intellegent friend like her since exams is coming for the seniors like us next year!!!!
 
Xmas's present and Malaysian's Christmas Open House
12.27.03 (6:02 am)   [edit]
Uhm..nothing new today~
But I just recieved a xmas's present from my older brother,Robin and his wife,Monique.
He gives us the presents when he sent his youngest son,Roscoe to be taken care by us while they went out working~
Too bad that Roscoe still got his flu~~ He is still a baby though~
I heard my second brother singing some Christmas song as he watched the Christnmas Open House celebration on tv now.
And Aby is yelling out for something~~~ Heck..kids..
Yare yare~~
 
walking in the whole mall
12.26.03 (3:57 am)   [edit]
*yawn* Whoa~~~ I'm pretty tired.
Today,I went out with my friends,Xyra and Selvi(Chibi).
We walked from another floor to another.Then back to the lower floor.Wahahahha!
I want to serach for some J-rock cd,but there's none of it.Well,there is..but only Glay,Hide and Globe.And also a Gackt cassette(but then,Masitha or Ezumi had its CD already).I'll try to collect some more money to buy that Hide cd then.Or better some Saiyuki soundtrack some other time.

I had a very great time with both of my friends.We went to the games arcade and play some racing cars games(an influence from Fast & Furious and 2Fast 2Furious movie,I may say ^^).I want to play Tekken tag as well,but there's so many people there especially guys.
OH!We also took some pics.Uhm...it's called Purikura in Japan~ I don't really know how to explain it.But I think it's pretty funny to see your pictures when you're not ready to take pics.LOL

I don't know what else to say anymore.It just that.. *sigh* New Year is coming~ I don't know when I can ever talk to Kyo or Tochi or Tenshi or Kao like before again.

New Year,new mission,new lifestyle(yeah...lifestyle of studying,that's it) and more more new stuff to come~~
 
Christmas~what's so great bout it?I'm still bored here!>.<
12.25.03 (6:30 am)   [edit]
It's Xmas today.And tonight,I'm so bored.My friends would probably enjoying themselves in the Xmas party they attend.Wahahah! -.-"

Oh,well.My family did celebrate Xmas a bit~~Dad asked me and my sis to buy some Pizzas(X-tra large n x-tra cheese!!) and some KFC as well.At least I'm not hungry. XD I even accidently ate my mum's pizza~ Thankfully she didn't 'eat' me for doing so.Heheh.

I was kinda in a goody mood just now.But alas,it's ruin again!!!!Damn!I can't stay 'positive' like this all the time!!I got my limit,dammit.
*punch anyone* :evil:

*eating some Xmas cake given by my olderst adopted brother,Robin*
 
Melli Chrilsmas!! [translation: Merry Christmas]
12.24.03 (5:27 am)   [edit]

It's Christmas Eve and nothing special~
I want to celebrate it with Tochi,Kyo,Tenshi onesan and Kao onichan.. but just it's just a wish~~
I'll just say 'Merry Christmas to you all there' ^.^
*must be positive!*

Wahhh~~~~ school days are coming!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOO!!
*being in such horror* I can't believe it!!!
I don't want to go back!! But I miss my buddies and 'crappy' stuff I always did in skool.
Besides,I've planned the school's fun fair for next year!!!
I can't wait til the day of fun fair comes!!Wahahhaha!
I want to make it the best fun fair ever~Yeah,THE BEST FOR SURE!!! *reminder: also some J-rock music~Yay!!*

Okay...now I don't know whether want to go back to school or not.*remembers Chemistry and Physics* Oh,no!! Exams!!!!! .< Chemistry and Physics..no,actually all the subject I'm not good at [i]are[/i] my biggest fear about school.Besides,therealways been tests and exams.How I dislike it~~~ Grrr..> I guess I better stop now~ Meow~~
I miss Tochan and Kyo-chan!!!! .< I didn't even manage to talk to Kao onichan!!! :cry: >
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Too boring ~~
12.22.03 (6:24 am)   [edit]
Oh,man~~
I'm so bored..where had Tochi gone?!!!Argh!!
Anyways, there was no electricity in our neighbourhood just now.Dammit.
I was 'enjoying' myself reading the second Dir en Grey's fan fiction I ever read when the electricity shut down in the whole neighbourhood.
Thank God that it has recovered but then.. my damn sick teddy bear had gone now.Shit.

About today~~ I went to change my I.C to MyKad~
There's so many people in the National Registration Office(I'm not sure if this is what it's called in English!!).
My mum really likes to give crappy answer to the officer when he asked our her race,I guess.I have to correct her for several times~~ Nevermind..nevermind..That's what a daughter should do~~ (even adopted daughter,mind cha)

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|'|'|'|'|'|'|'| ~ Raining ~ |'|'|'|'|'|'|'|'|'|'|
12.21.03 (5:26 am)   [edit]
It's been raining since earlier this morning.
Urgh...how I don't really like rain~
It's soo cold here!!!!
.Can't the rain just stop just like at 4.30 (maybe about 4.30) p.m just now?? Wahhh~!!
I hope that the rain won't make my internet connection crap~ Please don't!!
Anyway,I'm so bored on this weekend.
No money to go out,and don't know what to do at home~

I just wonder why my mother like to scold me for something small.Damn~~ I'm not a kid! Even if I'm her adopted daughter,Hey!!I got feelings like other humans too!!! :evil:
When I feel happy and laughing,she'll asked why I'm so happy and laughing.Than she would say that I will lose my temper anytime afterward.Argh!!!Shut up!!!It's none of her bussiness!!
When I'm mad and scolding her grand-sons when they are so rude to me,she said I always lose my temper easily.Shit,I'm just teaching those stoopid boys how to respect older people..is that a crime?!! :?: :!:

I hate these circumstance...argh!!!!! I better wait for Kyo or maybe just do something better than remember how she lecture me in lunch time just now....
*heavy sigh*
 
*for Die's birthday* I never thought I would do this anyway!!
12.19.03 (9:10 pm)   [edit]
I've watched the video of Die's birthday and he did cry a bit!!
Wahhh~~~
Here's some picture(s) of Die-kun as today is his birthday~~



Cool Die

CRAZY DIE!!!! RAWR!!!!!!! *falls off chair*.......o_><br><br><img src=

Die

Okay..okay...enough for today..I'm a fan for Kaoru and Kyo~ Not Die!!! Besides..Die is my least fav membver in Dir en Grey~ **being nice for today only~**
 
**BERRY**
12.19.03 (8:55 pm)   [edit]
Wahahaha!!!!
Somebody help me!!!
I'm so damn bored and I got nothing great to say in this blog though~~
Bla-bla-bla~~~
*listening to Berry* Another great song from Dir en Grey~
*heavy sighed* Haiz...I don't know how to make my blog as cool as other people's blogs
Just I'll just be myself and being [i]a bit [/i]uncool here~
nyahahahahha~I guess I'm so stressed out by the bore atmosphere around me.

Oh,ya!!It's Die's birthday today~~ I just remember.
Omedetto Tanjoubi~~~!!! I think he's practicing with his bandmates right now for their "Tour Over The Vulgar Shudder Final Decision" concerts in Japan~
I want to go~~ it will be held on Dec. 30 and 31 2003.
But..even if I can go there,I can't go to both concert coz the concert that held on Dec 31st don't allowed anyone under 18 to enter the concert!!! .< Damnit!!! *kicks Kyo and Toshiya* Wahhh!!Hidoi!!!>
[i][u][b]Berry[/b][/u][/i ]

papa mama * sad daisukina ice wa strawBerry
papa mama mad sukina koneko no na wa strawBerry

papa mama sad boku kara nagareta strawBerry
papa mama mad papa kara nagareta strawBerry
papa mama bad mama kara nagareta strawBerry
papa mama gyakutai karada ni aza, kizu fuyasu

umaretetatta kyuunen no boku maiban bed no naka
neko to futari neyou
asa wa kimatte daisukina pan jam wo tappuri tsukete
nani mo kawaranai kedo

raspBerry jam
makkana ice buchimakero

papa no hikidashi sotto nozoita oku no hou ni aru mono
sotto machidashite mita
papa to mama ga ne nemuri ni tsuku to sotto shinobiyori
omae kara uchinekou ka

onaka ga suite daisukina pan jam wo tsukete tabeyou
pistol shou ni ate

raspBerry jam

Lyrics - Kyo
Music - Kaoru

* Although the lyrics sheet says daddy and mommy, Kyo actually sings papa and mama.


and here's the translation..

daddy mommy sad my favourite icecream is strawBerry
daddy mommy mad the name of the kitten I love is strawBerry

daddy mommy sad strawBerry flows from me
daddy mommy mad strawBerry flows from daddy
daddy mommy bad strawBerry flows from mommy
daddy mommy abuse a bruise on my body, adding another injury

I was born 9 years ago and every night, in bed
together with the cat I go to sleep
in the morning, without fail I put plenty of jam on my favourite bread
nothing changes, but

raspBerry jam

deep red icecream I'll let it all out

I quietly peeked into daddy's drawer there was something inside
carefully I got it out to see
when daddy and mommy settle down to sleep softly I'll creep up
shall I shoot straight through you?

I'm hungry I'll put jam on my favourite bread and eat it
pistol right at the forehead

raspBerry jam



[b]IT'S A 'NICE' SONG....DON'T YOU THINK? [/b]*smile*
 
:::::: Quiz ::::::
12.19.03 (6:10 am)   [edit]
Here's some quiz result(s)~
I'm just so damn bored! .


you are violet
#EE82EE

Your dominant hues are red and blue. You're confident and like showing people new ideas. You play well with others and can be very influential if you want to be.

Your saturation level is lower than average - You don't stress out over things and don't understand people who do. Finishing projects may sometimes be a challenge, but you schedule time as you see fit and the important things all happen in the end, even if not everyone sees your grand master plan.

Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.
the spacefem.com html color quiz



Wait a minute..come to think about it~
I think the results suit me after all!!wahahhahahaha!!!

HASH(0x8797108)
Your Kaoru! Dark, mysterious -- sexy galors. You
where a born leader. Kudos -- your my favorite!
:D


Dir en grey -- who are you?!
brought to you by Quizilla

Kaoru-sama!!!!!!!
 
*heart-ache*Oh,no~~
12.18.03 (6:43 am)   [edit]
I feel like puking~~~
Owhh...
I think I eat too much friend sausages just now.
It was uhm...9 sausages?Wahahahha~~~
My mom said I'm nuts but she's sure I'm quite satisfied after eating so many sausages~~
Oh,yeah~~
For the first time in my life,there's some 'black snow' in my room today.
WHatda?!!
Ahahahha! Actually it was the dusts from the fan on the ceiling.Damnit~
I was just finished sweeping and mopping the floor in my room and I thought of drying the floor by switching the fan to its fastest mode(number 5).
And meanwhile,I went downstair to put the mop and the pail and when I come back to my room..
There's some [b]'merry black snow'[/b]falling from the fan~~*sweatdrop*
Shoooottt!! I have to sweep the floor once again!!

Arhhh...2 more days to Die's birthday~~wahahahhahah!
Can't wait~~ I bet diru remember his birthday..or don't you,diru?

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[i][b]Whatda?!Die is sleeping here!!!![/b][/i]
 
*Boooorrrr-ring*
12.17.03 (6:47 am)   [edit]
aye~~~
I'm so bored again tonight~
I got Kyo online as well but then..
*look for Kyo* He's busy with his stuff~
I don't know what it is anyway~~
I don't like to bother him so much too.

I am so bored that I's played Roof Rats for about more than 10 times!! I even break the record of the game before by winning 60 wins strike!And hell yeah,I'm really so bored that time.
Believe it or not..I even have the images of the game before I go to sleep!!! .
I'm really going nuts if this go on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!
Wah!
:x

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[b]I'M THE ONE WHO NEED HELP!!!!!!!![/b]
 
*testing*
12.17.03 (6:30 am)   [edit]
Don't mind this post~~
I'm just testing some stuff in my blog~
=E

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*changing*
12.15.03 (10:41 pm)   [edit]

UH...LOOK!!
I've changed the style of my blog.I'll go and change the title too after I post this blog! XD
Anyway..what do you guys think of it?!
Tell me!!!
If it's not good,then..maybe I should change it again.
Bla~~
I have to delete some of my images too!! .But..alas,[i]this is for this blog's own sake[/i]
**what the hell is that?!!*points up to the italic words* **


P.S: DON'T FORGET TO COMMENT ON MY NEW-LOOK BLOG.whehehehhehe!!!
 
Blimey~~
12.15.03 (8:30 pm)   [edit]
Wah~wah~wah~
It's so boring again here~~
Last night,my dad was really mad at my sister-in-law..
Oh,well,its bout her baby who keep on crying all night though~
Don't mind..don't mind..not my bussiness but
CRYING BABY IS SURE ANNOYING ESPECIALLY AT NIGHT!!!!!!!
Bla~~~
Now...it's Karen turn~~
She wants to see Moon Child just like her sis,Luce did~
And I'm trying to find some You of Gackt Job pic to show to her~ Hehhehe.
*browsing in the net* Whoa..I kinda 'discover' some things now...uhhh~~

I better stop talking crap here.I guess talking to Akuma and Hara had gives me some 'injuries' in my brain.
Akuma even punch me!!!Stoopid Akuma!!! .< :evil: >
 
dot dot dot
12.15.03 (6:38 am)   [edit]
*pokes pokes Akuma more*
*turn to Luce* Noooo!!Don't ask me about the Vanilla Live video anymore!!! All I have to say is just it's a bit hentai(a bit?!!).
And for real...I prefer watch Child Prey all day than watching that video~~

Wahhhh!! I'm going nuts like this!!!*almost fainted*
What I'm going to do now?I'm so that damn bored.I don't even know what's Kyo is doing or where is Tenshi onesan right now!!!Tochi~~where are you?!!!!
:cry:

**B-O-R-I-N-G**

It's starting to rain now..and I wish it won's be raining tonight~~ *pray hard*
 
Uruse na!!!!!!!!!Baka yaro!!! *shots people like Sho from Moon Child*
12.13.03 (11:44 pm)   [edit]
Oh,well...I'm very mad at the elders in this house!!wargh!!!!!!!!!!!*s hots them*they won't die anyway~

Uhm..this is for Tenchan onesan.
[b]I'm not like Kyo!!!!![/b] that...that..that just the way I answer those questions!!Kyo may be more worst than I am~~~ Bwahahahhaha *going to be bitten by Kyo* ~.~

Anyway...since most of the questionaire before is just asking me some questions about...stuff.I'll put my biodata here~ Just for fun though~~~ (Thx diru for such idea~~ ^.^)Eh.."FUN"? *remember Akuma* Heheh!!
*puts anyone's slippers into Akuma's mouth* Fun ne,Akuma? *grin*
Saa...let's read it~[b]If you want to ^-^[/b]

[b][i]~Mode of Dyne~*flippin the silverish coin*[/i][/b]

[b]Name: [/b][u]Diana(not full name)[/u]
[b]Nicks: [/b][u]Akki,Dyne,Michi,wa rumono or baka inu[/u]
[b]B'day: [/b][u]Feb.20 (pisces,the pish sign)[/u]
[b]Hometown: [/b][u]Kota Kinabalu[/u]
[b]Living with: [/b][u]Adopted family since 10 months old(yes,still a baby that time)[/u]
[b]Hobbies: [/b][u]Writing stories or poems(sometimes lyrics),being talkative,teasing people,listening to Yokan everyday(mwahahha!) and being quiet(very quiet).[/u]
[b]Language spoken: [/b][u]Malay,English,Hokk ien(chinese dialect) and a bit of Japanese.[/u]

[b]Fav. color: [/b][u]Purple,Black,Grey, Blue and Red[/u]
[b]Fav. music: [/b][u]J-rock(esp. visual Kei) and anything good.[/u]
[b]Fav. Band(s): [/b][u]Dir en Grey,L'Arc en Ciel,Malice Mizer.[/u]
[b]Fav. Singer(s): [/b][u]Gackt,Hideaki Takizawa(uh-huh)[/u]
[b]Fav. Food: [/b][u]Chicken Rice and cheese~~(no wonder I'm chubby now...)[/u]
[b]Fav. Drink(s): [/b][u]Chocolate Milk,Fresh Milk and coffee.[/u]
[b]Fav. Games: [/b][u]Tekken (2 to Tag)[/u]
[b]Fav. Anime: [/b][u]Gensomaden Saiyuki [/u]
[b]Fav. Manga: [/b][u]Detective Conan (don't ask why there's loads of it in my room)[/u]
[b]Fav. Songs: [/b][u]Yokan,Yurameki,Cag e,Driver's High,Gardenia and Beast of Blood.[/u]
[b]Fav. Movie: [/b][u]Moon Child[/u]

[b]Best friends: [/b][u]Xyra,Tenshi and Kyo[/u]
[b]Good friends:[/b] [u]Chibi,Tochi,Kao,Yaone and ..some one.[/u]
[b]Best partner ever:[/b] [u]Ezumi(we used to make manga together)[/u]

[b]Likes: [/b][u]Kaoru-sama,purple, music and things I like,what else?[/u]
[b]Dislikes: [/b][u]Anything I dislikes such as...smelly shoes!!! <[/u]>[b]Idol(s): [/b][u]Niikura Kaoru and Niimura Kyo for making such great music and songs!![/u]

[b]Dream(s): [u]World peace without war..Being a succesful person...having a happy family...and BE A J-ROCKER LIKE KAORU OR KYO!!!mwahahhahah![/u][/b ]

OKay..okay..fine.I think I should just stop here because I'm talking crap again.Huahahahhahahha!!! *fall by accident* Owh....







 
Questionaire .. bout me? *glare at the questions*
12.13.03 (7:05 am)   [edit]
Okay,fine.I'll listen to Jeni now.She told me I also should put and answer the questionaire below.I saw it in her blog and asked her about it~

So...here we go.Hajime!!!! *bangs!*

LAYER 1:

[b]Name: [/b]Diana a.k.a Dyne
[b]Birth date: [/b]February 20th,1987
[b]Birth place: [/b]Tanjung Aru Village,Kota Kinabalu,Sabah.
[b]Sex: [/b]Female(even though people mistaken me as a boy!)
[b]Current location: [/b]At home in Tanjung Aru town.
[b]Eye Color: [/b]Dark brown
[b]Hair Color: [/b]Black but a bit brownish and reddish(natural)
[b]Height: [/b]Shorter or maybe as short as Kyo of Dir en Grey .[b]Weight: [/b]54 KG(uhh...how many lbs is that?)
[b]Righty or lefty: [/b]Should I say both?Heheh...I don't know~
perhaps,righty.
[b]Zodiac sign: [/b]Pisces


LAYER 2:

[b]Addiction: [/b]J-rock(visual kei esp. Dir en Grey),anime, manga, music, stuff...
[b]Your fears: [/b]Things I fear of?
[b]Your favourite color(s): [/b]Purple,Black,Grey,Blu e,Red
[b]Your perfect pizza: [/b]Hawaiian CHicken with extra cheese!!
[b]Goal you'd like to achieve: [/b]What I dream of.


LAYER 3:

[b]Your most overrused phrase(s) on YM/MSN/ICQ: [/b]dunno
[b]Your thoughts first waking up: [/b]*yawn*Uhm?
[b]Your best physical feature: [/b]I got any?Etto...my hands and hair,perhaps.
[b]Your bedtime: [/b]Anything I think it is.
[b]Your most missed memories: [/b]Memories with Ezumi,Kyo, Tenshi,Tochi,Xyra and Kaochan~

LAYER 4:
[b]In love?: [/b]Does it count if it's with Kaoru-sama?
[b]Believe in God?: [/b]For sure.
[b]Been rejected by someone?: [/b]Oh,yeah..
[b]Ever feel awfully sad?: [/b]Maybe now~
[b]Ever feel very happy?: [/b]Yeah,last night..
[b]Ever done something stupid in front of many people?: [/b]Think so.


LAYER 5:

[b]Smoke: [/b]no
[b]Cuss: [/b]When needed only.
[b]Sing: [/b]When my voice wants to come out~
[b]Take a shower everyday: [/b]Yeah.Then,what else?!
[b]Have a crush: [/b]Guess so..*look around*
[b]Do you think you've been in love: [/b]Perhaps.
[b]Want to go to college: [/b]I want to go to UNIVERSITY~~~
[b]Like(d) high school: [/b]Yeah~very much.
[b]Want to get married: [/b] when the time has finally come.
[b]Believe in yourself: [/b]Then,who else should be?
[b]Get motion sickness: [/b]Always...
[b]Think you're attractive: [/b]Maybe to kids.Mwahaha!!
[b]Think you're a health freak: [/b]Don't think so.
[b]Get along with your parent(s): [/b]Sometimes only.Not always.
[b]Like thunderstorms: [/b]As long as it's not coming while I'm playing my PC!
[b]PLay an instrument: [/b]Yeah,my own voice~

LAYER 6:
[u]In the past months...[/u]

[b]drank alcohol: [/b]No way.I don't want to be like Kyo and his gangs!! ^^;;
[b]smoked: [/b]no.
[b]done a drug: [/b]to destroy myself?not even once!
[b]had sex: [/b]uhm..no.But molested?Kinda~
[b]gone on a date: [/b]No.*staying at home*
[b]gone to the mall: [/b]No money...so,why should I go?
[b]eaten entire box of Oreos: [/b]I don't like it. :
[b]eaten sushi: [/b]I miss sushi!!!
[b]been on stage: [/b]yeah..'stage of my dream'~
[b]been dumped: [/b]No boyfriend eh..
[b]gone skating: [/b]no

LAYER 7:
[u]Ever...[/u]

[b]played a game that required removal of clothes: [/b]yeah.but hey,I'm still a kid that time!
[b]been trashed or extremely intoxicated: [/b]dunno
[b]been called a tease: [/b]think so.
[b]gotten beaten up: [/b]Yeah..in 'Tekken'.
[b]sholifted: [/b]yeah,for real.
[b]changed who you are to fit in: [/b]Did I ever do that?dunno.

LAYER 8:

[b]AGe you hope to be married: [/b]Before I die.
[b]Numbers and names of children: [/b]I haven't married eh~
[b]Describe your dream wedding: [/b]haven't thought of it.
[b]how do you want to die: [/b]On the embrace of the man I love.
[b]Where do you want to go to college: [/b]haven't thought of it.
[b]When you grow up: [/b]I'll grow up and be independant~

LAYER 9:

[b]drugs taken illegally: [/b]none.
[b]people I could trust: [/b]Tenshi,Xyra,Kyo...
[b]CDs that I own:[/b]J-rock CDs,Laruku's...and more..
[b]tatoos: [/b]never.*loves her skin*
[b]things in the past that I regret: [/b]ehm..lots.


OKay..done!!
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*twinkle eyes* Sugeeee....
12.12.03 (9:44 pm)   [edit]
Whoa!!! I'm such in a good mood now~~
But don't know if it would last til tonite~~~
*took breathe* I guess I'll forgive Tenshi onesan now.
I just can't lose him and I'm missing him so badly last night~

Ohhh....talking bout last night~
Thank you,Kyo the warumono for making my night so happy last night! *hugs Kyo*
Demo ne...he did hurt me when he bite my neck!!! .I would admit that I wish everything happen will happen again~ It's just too sweet to be ignore [SINCE WHEN DID I ACT LIKE THIS?!!!NOO!!!!! I'M NOT THAT LADYLIKE PERSON!!!!.<]>
Ahahahhah!! Oh,yeah..I just upload a cool Dir en Grey ol' pic.It's really cool.I got from the website that I just link in my blog *points* *big grin* All the pictures in the gallery is so 'tasty' ~~~ yummy!!! AHahhaah!! Here one of the pic I got~ [klik on the link,and you'll see it!]

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Look~~ Kyo-sama haven't got his tatoos yet when the took this picture.Uh...Kaoru-sama look soo cool!!! *almost drool but still can control herself*
And for the first time...*turn to Selvi* I have to admit that Die looks so handsome~~~ *hugs Die* I like him now!!! Well,at least in this pic~~~
** Sorry,Selvi!! I'm not stealing your Die-sama from you!!!! **

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Fireworks~ *.*.*.*.*.*
12.12.03 (6:33 am)   [edit]
Wahh...what a nite~~
After being mad to Tenshi that night,
I heard a sound from outside my house like a sound of a bomb explode.I thought it was a bomb expoded (-.-")
but when my brother asked me what it is, I just shrugged.
Then,I turned off the pc and join my brother to see what happen outside~
Uhhh...WHO COULD GUESS THAT IT WAS THE BEAUTIFUL FIREWORKS OUTSIDE!!!
The first one I saw is purple..so beautiful and it reminds me of Tenshi and Kaoru of Dir en Grey.
And I think again..maybe I should just forget what happen.It's none of my bussiness..I shouldn't care at all~

:( Kawaiisou ne..my nephew,Roscoe got fever.Poor him~~ his body's temperature must be so high~
UH...poor my lil baby~~ *cuddle Roscoe*
Yare yare....I don't really sure what I'm doing lately~~ I'm so bored in this holidays!!
Dad said we'll only going out to somewhere after Christmas (?!).I told him to go to Japan but he said he will think of it again. -.-"

*knock her own head* Now I miss him~~ ishh!!! .< Actually them~ *turn to Kyo and his brothers* >
~Not Kyo of Dir en Grey~
 
*screams* BAKAA!!!!!!
12.10.03 (7:52 am)   [edit]

**I just want to let out my anger inside.**

ANATA WA HONTO NI BAKA!!!!!
NEXT TIME,DON'T ASKED ME TO ONLINE IF YOU'RE NOT TALKING TO ME!!!!!! TALK TO YOUR BROTHER INSTEAD!!!!!

oh,well...I got no place in that family at all.JUST TELL ME SO,can't you?!! *crying out loud*

urgh! I sound more pathetic now..who cares.bli bla bli bla~
maybe what the old folks say is true..
'once you may be laughing but later you may be crying'.

Don't say sweet things to me if you'll just going to leave me like this ne...

Sou ne,onesan..arigato for making me cry tonight...
honto ni domo arigato ne...

p.s: *hugs kyo* aishiteru ne..neko nichan~~ *let go* go to sleep ne~~
 
I'm a sadist..but I never realize it..Stupid~
12.10.03 (6:57 am)   [edit]
*ehem*
About the subject above..
Don't ask <-- actually not good in explainations~~>Bla~~

Anyway,I'm pretty annoy by someone in MSN msger~~ urgh!
*listening to Raison dEtre* Nice 'techno'-sound song by Dir en Grey.
Oh,talking about Dir en Grey's song..it reminds me of the song I'll~ I've read the translation of the lyrics and who can believe when what in the lyrics is like what happen between me and Kyo~ a-re..yeah.'I'm still looking for you'

I'll (English Translation)

I'll for you...
This watch is rusted like me
What lack of feeling could make human love reach this end?
I think about when I was young and hungered for kindness
Your voice was far too distant

Nothing has changed in my heart since that time
The jealousy I give you is only an invitation
I'm afraid of being hurt, and I can do nothing
I hope that someday my dreams will come true

The season sent snow that night
The bouquet of love that you gave me
The bouquet of molded poison

I think of when I was young and starving for kindness
I hope that someday my dreams will come true

The season sent snow that night
The bouquet of love you gave to me
The bouquet of molded poison

My dreams crumbled into sand
Blown away by the wind
I'll never love anyone again
But I'm looking for you even now

The season sent snow that night
I'll never love anyone again
But I'm looking for you even now

 
*jumps*At last!!!
12.09.03 (7:01 am)   [edit]
WHoa!!!! I'm so happy~~
Well..to be honest..both happy and sad~

HAPPY because I just got to know that the talking voice in Yokan is Kyo's voice.Neko niichan(Kyokyo) was right~
Ih~~baka neko is not baka after all~~~ *smiles*

SAD because Tenshi onesan just told me about him and Akuma.He said it's over.. :cry: Why did that has to happen?!! No!!! *ehem* What's wrong with me here?! I'm so sad for onesan~To be honest,I never be like this before!! *kicks herself*
Oh,well..people change~

TIRED because after all this time being so lazy to exercise myself..at last,this evening I spend my time playing badminton with the boys at home.I guess I spend most of my time at home with the boys instead of the women here~ Yeah..yeah~~ I'm the champion coz I've beat those boys!!Mwahahhahah!! *remember about Tenshi* Ops..

Dir en Grey got such cool PVs~ I really love them all~~~
Yokan is one of them~ *hugs the Yokan PV* [erk..how to do that?!]

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Whoa~~~!! Let's be as hyper as Kaoru!! *giving some courage to Tenshi* I'm always here for you ne,onesan!!
 
*Hugs Tenshi* One-san~~~ ^-^
12.07.03 (11:00 pm)   [edit]

I don't know if I should online tonight~
Tenchan won't online tonight[he's telling me now~]
so...should I online?I don't know.
Anyway..I do think I should rest a bit~
*throw herself to her bed*Hay..I never really have BED~
I sleep on the floor..ain't I?Oh..who cares?!!AHahhaha!

Oh..I still remember..I have to help Xyra with our skool's project.She's so bravo for still-not-sending it even after the deadline~ o.O That's Xyra for you all..She can even sleep like Kyo did..
In fact..she just wake up when I called her at 11 am just now!

A-re a-re..I'm still in love with Yurameki~~
(^^;;)
Sou dayo..I've finished writing my latest drama script and novel-type story entittled "Wishes".
:D It's dedicated to my brothers!!! ^-^

I may go to sleep later...I'm so lazy and tired oredi..
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*listening to Yurameki*
12.07.03 (6:47 am)   [edit]
I'm so worried about Tenchan~~~
Tochi told me he had cut his hair..and it's his precious hair.And Kyo also said that he keep himself in his room.
What happen ne?I don't know..He still haven't talk to me.
Hope he'll talk to me after I post this blog~!

Ara..ara.. :roll: I miss all of them~And I'm very worried about onesan!!! T.T
Onesan~~!!!!!*hugs Tenshi*
 
Bla~~~~ T-T
12.06.03 (6:33 am)   [edit]
*cough cough* I'm not feeling so good.
But when I thought of my story I'm writing now~~ I feel so GENKI~~
and also..when I think of Kyo and Tochi~~ Ah~~ I miss them a lot~~~
What a brotherly(coz im the only girl) love~~~

I've fall in love~~~
IN Love wit Yurameki~~
Yurameki by Dir en Grey~~
Written by Kyo ~~~~
And compose by Shinya~~~~
Wahhahahha~~~~ <--- nuts>
 
Bla~lalalallala~~~
12.05.03 (6:35 am)   [edit]
Air
Your element is Air. You are an artistic person
with a unique sense of style. You are
intelligent; although prone to wonder in
thought which, prevents you from paying full
attention to most things, constantly active and
most likely like to sing. Constantly moving the
air is a force of nature. One moment you can be
a breeze the next a tornado.


What's your element
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Well,once in a while...I should put some quiz result here too.
Luce is complaining about Gackt's indecent songs~Ahahah!
I don't know what else to say..
Neways..it's Kevin's birthday yesterday!! Happy Birthday,cuz~~~~!!
Hay..hay...I got a nice result here...(I take the quiz from Jeni's blog~)

Smirk
You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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I just heard from Kao onichan that Tenchan onesan is was being 'bullied' by Akuma again..baka no akuma ne~~ :evil: *kicks Akuma from behind* :X huahhahah!!
 
Stoopid~Stoopid~
12.04.03 (8:11 am)   [edit]
*screams n stopped* Tired...frustrated...head-ache..what else? All that making me sick!! Argh!

Tired... I've clean the room I shared with my sister today. A-re...I should have asked her to pay me sometimes.Ouch~

Frustrated.. Tenshi told me that we could talk again tonight~ Oh,really? But now..I don't even know where the hell he is..not even Kyo nor Tochi nor Kao.. nobody~

I don't know that waiting for some one you expect to talk with [especially the one you cared about no matter who they are...] would be painful..it's hurt...VERY~

Anyway..I think I want to dedicate the song Raison Detre by Dir en Grey to some one..I loved..and cared..but alas...who knows we could be ending up in the end?**Below is the translation of the song's lyric**

*Dir en Grey* Raison Detre[translation=reason for being]

I loved you too much at that time that's all I did
but already I'm tired of looking at you someone else is in my arms

now my love becomes nothing hatred wells up inside me
I want to tear it all down my selfishness, too, do you like it?

more than words, much more I wanted
just your body was what I wanted

a lone pierrot performing before the mirror
softly comes before me to say
is it me or is it her who makes you suffer?
all alone I'm whispering

by the time I realised it, I had hurt you
we don't understand each other, but I'm here

a lone pierrot performing before the mirror
softly comes before me to say
is it me or is it her who makes you suffer?
all alone I'm whispering

that the end should be like this so much pain, I can barely feel a thing
before my eyes you scream with laughter as you stare at the red razor

Lyrics - Kyo
Music - Toshiya & Shinya

I am not a sadist.....yeah,I'm not.I'm just SAD~
 
Working in the so-called nursery for one whole day
12.03.03 (6:23 am)   [edit]
:evil: Argh!!! I have enough with kids!!! or baby!!
For today,I am very tired to take care of my nephews and niece. From one baby to another baby..then to another kid..then back to the first baby~
:x Argh~~~~

Ehm..I wonder how's onesan doing last night~~
I really hope that onesan did really give the surpise to Akuma~~ bla~~~ what I'm talking about~~ :roll:
 
*listening to Cage*
12.02.03 (6:45 am)   [edit]
I just overheard from my dad that he wants to cut the internet connection just because Tommy can't call in just now.
I told him to get Streamyx so that people can call in!! Cheh!Kesoh!!! :evil:
*look at her hotmail*I didn't know it's been update already...nice..
*hugs Tochi*I don't want to be apart from my twin!!! My Twin..My Teddy Bear~~~
 
Etto...are you wondering what I'm looking at? I'm looking you ne~~ Me!!What do you think?Ehe..^^ Run!!! Run!!! Run!!! Run!!! Run!!! I sent a card. Did you? I sent a card. Did you? I sent a card. Did you? I sent a card. Did you?